Saturday, May 13, 2000

be vewwwy qwiet. i'm supposed to be working this open house event we're having, but instead i've ducked out and i'm hiding in my office, hammering out some long-overdue responses to month-old email. among those missives was a new one from my boyfiend complaining of some chick's use of the adjective "fiendish" on her website, as though his/our own fiendishness were some birthright upon which she's impinging. if, however, he'd gone so far as to look here, he might have been less upset. i mean, at least she's got a pretty good sense of humor....

Okay, enough hiding. If they want me, they'll find me, whether I'm under the desk or not....

Recurring concern: I'm not reading enough. I used to read all the time--E. F. Benson, Christoper Durang, Mark Leyner, and of course the scrumpdelicious E. M. Delafield. These days, though, it takes me a week to finish one of Tennessee Williams' shortest stories. Yeah, I guess I've gone through phases like this before, but they usually don't last as long as this }:>(

So, am I going through a gradual process of "dumbening"? Is the drug abuse of my youth finally catching up with me? Haven't they just created a means of regenerating lost brain cells? Should I sign up? Or is it just that I've been too busy? Or that it's too hot? Or maybe I'm allergic to paper.... Whatever the reason, I feel like a waste. Anyone wanna cheer me up?

4:40 PM
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